Well, it’s been a month now.
Victoria and I had been in a relationship on the 12th of February.
It happened… rather unexpectedly… or, shall I say, unplanned.
To be honest, before that, I was not too use about this. I guess I kinda get hints that this is gonna happen from time to time (and I’m REALLY bad at getting hints) and I’m not quite sure if I’m ready for a relationship… Well, things happen naturally and this is where we are now.
I here by apologize if you got disgusted by some things I posted on facebook/twitter. I know, I know, it’s all cheese and shit, but now I kinda realise how easy it is to slip in “the trap”. So, if you saw something that made you piss off, you have the right to, and I’m sorry.
I don’t have much to say… I mean, this is something that everyone have their own version of experience. It’s nothing special. I’m just glad that it kinda proves me wrong that I’m worthless, which I do kinda feels. Especially when I see my results of my tests and stuff. It’s just kinda disappointing to see the efforts I tried to put in and the results I got. It’s like there’s no point trying any more.
Le Sigh.
I hope future does work out itself… I am just a lousy ass hole who got waaay more then he deserves.
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